Merry Christmas & Happy New Year

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Well, it has been awhile I stop blogging. No inspiration, no mood to blog about anything for the past 5 months. Time flies.. another 5 days more we gonna have a new year (another year older--sad).

I hereby wish everyone have a blessed Christmas & Happy New Year!

to be continued......

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女人多的地方是非多

Monday, August 10, 2009

女人多的地方是非多 means when there are women there are gossips!

True, this is proven when your company has more women than men. You will finds it everyday, every hour, every minutes and every seconds. This is insane !!!

I wonder why must they gossips? Why must they back-stab each other? Why can't they just talk it out instead? Why Why Why??? I have so many questions in my mind now.

I just feel all these people very annoying and they just go on strike whenever they want. Hello!!!! You no longer a small kid! Should you find anything you dislike, disagree, just share and tell right upfront. Back-stab would not help you or help me either, and it's not healthy!

Any invaluable advise?

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Innovative way to carry an umbrella

Wednesday, July 29, 2009


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I'm not criticizing obese people

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Somehow rather i do ask myself, would i criticize obese people?

Would you? Would you? Ask yourself this question.... please

Well...I know, it's very hard to answer because it does very irritate you when you meet someone like :

1/ Squeeze herself/himself into the train eventhough all of us inside the train were squashed like sardine.

2/ The big ass occupied two seats especially if you sitting next to it, you could feel its 'movement'. Sometime, they just thought they could 'FIT' herself/himself into that tiny compound and eventually seated. Unfortunately NOT. This is really inconsiderate.

3/ Okay, fined with occupied two seats, BUT they are 'fishing' (For Chinese, it means 'sleeping' -- hanging someway don't know where) inside the train and tend to 'fish' to your compound and leaned her/his head on your shoulder. **You may just push her/his head away...** hahaha...

4/ Their body odor is just too strong (you can easily faint) if you were to stand next her/him with one hand up to hold the pole or whatever they can grabbed to balance themselves.

5/ If their shirts are all wet, sweat and so-so- sticky and STICK to you...

By now, you should be able to imagine the whole scenario if you meet these obese people... Just sharing, no offense and I'm not criticizing obese people okay....

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I-AM-GOING-TO-HONGKONG !!!

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Yes!!! Finally, I'm going to HongKong... next month, during Merdeka weekend for summer sales. Come, let's go !

Recently, we were offered to stay at Regal Hotel Hong Kong from now until 31Aug09. And we were given a choice of 5 hotels : Regal Kowloon, Regal Hong Kong, Regal Airport, Regal Riverside and Regal Oriental. Does it sound great??

Let's check out the hotel room by each Regal Hotel :


Regal Airport Hotel, Chek Lap Kok


Regal Kowloon Hotel, Tsim Sha Tsui


Regal Hong Kong, Causeway Bay


Regal Riverside, Shatin


Regal Oriental, Kowloon City

Hence, I'd made a reservation myself a 3 complimentary nights stay at Regal Kowloon inclusive of breakfast. It's located at Tsim Sha Tsui area and easy accesible for me, who hasn't been to Hong Kong.. (what a shame, right?)

I haven't plan where to go yet and perhaps you guys would like to suggest like places to eat, or must see attractions?

I would buy Cathay Pacific flight ticket for myself and baby, as for his birthday present from me = ) Hope he would like it. I would say the whole trip was bought for him... and of course EXCLUDES expenses (la)... hahaha

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A [H1N1]

Friday, July 3, 2009

DISCLAIMER : THIS IS MY PERSONAL BLOG AND PERSONAL POINT OF VIEW AND THOUGHTS EXPRESSED TOWARDS THE INFLUENZA A H1N1.

In view of the rising of the A H1N1 worldwide now, no doubt the World Health Organization (WHO) has announced pandemic influenza alert at phase 6 on 11Jun09, but the illness is curable. WHO is concerned about current patterns of serious cases and deaths that are occurring primarily among those with pre-existing medical conditions or pregnancy.

I really have no idea why Malaysia Government is so worried & afraid of the swine flu, and came out all sort of rubbish solutions, e.g non reporting your health condition upon returning from affected countries will be fined MYR 10000 or 2 years jail or both, non essential traveling (leisure or business trip) shall be deferred, closure of schools and blah blah blah...

And this, is the funniest statement I ever see from MOH!!! :
"We have no choice but to be stricter as this is the only way to keep the disease from spreading further,” Health Minister Datuk Seri Liow Tiong Lai said yesterday.
NONSENSE !!! This is rubbish !!! Closure of schools can prevent spreading it further? Let me ask you, how do you ensure those were under home quarantine are remain at home for 7-10 days? How do you ensure those who deferred their trips would not affected H1N1 in its own country? Yes, it could be minimal but the chances are there still! The large outbreaks of H1N1 has been just greatly exaggerated by the Malaysia Media.

I got this "10 rules for those who were under home quarantine" from one of the local Chinese news paper, which is way different from WHO !!!!!

住家隔離者須遵守10項最新事項 :

1)你必須在指定的隔離期間留守在屋子裡(盡可能留守在與家人分開的房間內)。

2)禁止離開家門及出席公共場合,無論是執行任務,上學,補習,宗教場所,宴會,購物等其他活動。

3)注意自我衛生:
**在咳嗽或打噴嚏時,須以紙巾或毛巾掩蓋嘴巴及鼻子,並把用過的紙巾丟入垃圾桶內。
**經常以清水及肥皂洗手,特別是在咳嗽或打噴嚏後。同時在碰觸鼻子、嘴巴及眼睛後也必須洗手。
**避免與他人共用私人衛浴物品,包括毛巾、肥皂及其他等,並分開使用廁所。
**確保家中的空氣流通。
**被口液或鼻水污染過的物體表面如地板、桌子必須以含有氯成份的清洗液清洗。


4)若出現發燒、咳嗽或感冒的症狀下仍必須與他人接觸,必須使用口罩。

5)減少與朋友或家人的接觸,並避免到公共場合。

6)在隔離期間內每天測量體溫及注意感染的症狀。

7)獨居者須尋求家人或朋友的協助以獲取日常用品。

8)記錄所有前來探訪的親戚及朋友的名字、電話號碼及地址。

9)發現身體出現感染症狀或發燒後,立即通知鄰近的縣衛生局。

10)通過衛生部的網站、電台、電視及報章跟進流感的最新進展。

資料來源:衛生部


I would definitely suggest you guys to get more accurate information from WHO website, a better understanding about the seasonal flu rather than listen to MOH! And here's the FAQ link from WHO. And I would like to emphasis once more that WHO did not against any travel restriction even to affected countries or self quarantine!!!

So why should you cancel your trip since you've paid so much??

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Transformer Ticket SOLD !!!

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Thought of watching movie with dear yesterday night, but unable to get ticket.Of course, my priority was still GSC, the seats are more comfortable than TGV.

First I logged on to GSC website, and it wasn't the page I used to see, something is not right here and I saw a message written on top of the page " Due to overwheming traffic to GSC website, you are currently viewing a stripped down version of this page. Not all features will be available in this version. We regret for any inconveniences caused and thank you for your patience."

I don't even bother it and continue my online booking yesterday morning and it seems all showtimes were either fully booked or left the first & second row from the screen for GSC, TGV and Cathaycineplex.



OneUtama's GSC

Unfortunately, for all GSC in town, none of it available including Gold/Premier Class !!! It was really ridiculous !



Signature at The Garden


OneUtama Gold Class


Midvalley Gold Class


And I thought the infamous and newly opened shopping complex--Tropicana City Mall will have less people but I was proven wrong !!! The showtimes were also full!!! Damn...


Tropicana City Mall's GSC

*Sigh* I don't get to watch this movie yesterday with dear !!! What a boring weekend =(

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O'Briens @ Menara Prudential

Thursday, June 25, 2009

I had my very healthy lunch few days ago. I ate sandwich for lunch, an expensive sandwich---O'Briens (an Irish gourmet), it is just a few steps from my office and this is my first time to dine-in also.



egg mayo with watercress and crispy chicken at MYR 10.50++

I love egg-mayo, and I always order egg mayo sandwich with watercress. You are given a choice to choose the type of bread you prefer, wholemeal bread or white bread. I will always go for wholemeal bread because it's healthier and contains more fibres =)

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7am

Wednesday, June 24, 2009



OMG, I can't believe it was 7am in the morning ! I looked at the watch twice when I leave home at 7am because I saw thunderclouds yesterday morning... It was real bad & it was so windy, nearly blow me off ?? hahahah.. I quickly ran to the bus station before it rains and ya, I did it !!! *phew* I also managed to snap 2 pictures of the it too =)

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D'italiane Kitchen @ Jaya 33

Saturday, June 20, 2009

I have been hearing from others that there's one Italian Restaurant serves the best pasta. But where exactly is the restaurant?

Okay, I would have to back dated again.. see, how out-dated I am ! My friend called me on my birthday in Feb, and wanted to treat me a birthday dinner but I was not available, so we postponed it until a month later.. ya i know this is a very belated birthday treat but who cares?!

My friend brought me to this Italian Restaurant that have been mentioned it many many times. And this time, I got the chance to taste it. It's located at Jaya33--D'italiane Kitchen!

Looking at the menu and the thought of all the delicious food made me salivate. Well, I'd ordered Agli Scampi since everyone is recommending they serve the best pasta, my friend ordered Carbonara, and some appetizers.




Mushroom Cream Soup @ MYR 8.90


Mushroom Crostini @ MYR 15.90


Pennes Carbonara @ MYR 20.90


Agli Scampi @ MYR 24.90


outdoor ambience

The dish they were serving is consider big portion and very filing instead. Pasta are super delicious and I love the prawns, it was very fresh. We were so much enjoy the dinner and feeling bloated, perhaps of the mushroom cream soup and the crostini we had as the appetizer.

I'm very satisfied with their services and foods, and I would definite visit it again. Anyway, thanks ya for the BELATED treat =)


Address :
d'italiane Kitchen
PG-018, Ground Floor Jaya 33
Seksyen 13, 46100 Petaling Jaya.
Tel : 03-7956 3684

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Tykoh Inagiku @ Menara Keck Seng

Sunday, June 7, 2009

It has been awhile I didn't update my foods blog... simply because I was too busy with work recently and STRESSED!!!

Early last month, met up with ex-colleagues at Tykoh Inagiku for Tracy's birthday celebration as well as found-a-job for me =P This is the very first time I bought them dinner, an exclusive one after two years working together.Tykoh Inagiku offered a very descent ambience and mostly Japanese dine in this restaurant. It serves a very authentic Japanese foods and it's delicious! However, it's not cheap to dine! Let's check it out how exclusive and mouth-watering foods we'd ordered.

Since a-la-
carte is costly, so do the course meal.. we decided to order course meal for 4 persons instead. It includes appetizer, main courses and desserts.


Sashimi / seafood platter


Kushiyaki


Tempura


Claypot Rice with clams


Fruits with Ice cream, it's green tea flavor

Personally, the claypot rice with clams is very yummy and you could taste the freshness of the clams as well as the 'short-grain' Japanese rice,
its unique stickiness and texture. The course meal for 4 persons is approx. MYR 345.00nett including ocha and service tax. Exclusive and Expensive !!!!!

Feel free to make a reservations ! oh-ya, they do offer tatami-seat in a private room with a surcharge. Call to find out more.


Address :
Tykoh Inagiku Japanese Restaurant,
2nd floor, Podium Block,
Menara Keck Seng,
No. 203, Jalan Bukit Bintang,
55100 Kuala Lumpur,
Malaysia
Tel : 03-2148 2133

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不要跟你所在乎的人 嘔氣太久--會讓你一輩子都後悔的!!

Friday, June 5, 2009

一個個無情的誤解,打亂了幸福的腳步。
當命運的死結終於用代價打開,一切都為時已晚。

接婆婆來家安度晚年﹐結果卻背離我們的初衷﹐
結婚二年後﹐先生跟我商量把婆婆從鄉下接來安度晚年。

先生很小時父親就過世了﹐他是婆婆唯一的寄託﹐
婆婆一個人扶養他長大﹐供他讀完大學。
'含辛茹苦'這四個字用在婆婆的身上﹐絕對不為過!

我連連說好﹐馬上給婆婆收拾出一間南向帶陽台的房間﹐
可以曬太陽﹐養花草什麼的。

先生站在陽光充足的房間﹐一句話沒說﹐卻突然舉起我在房

間裡轉圈﹐
在我張牙舞爪地求饒時﹐先生說﹕'接咱們媽去。'

先生身材高大﹐我喜歡貼著他的胸口﹐
感覺嬌小的身體隨時可被他抓起來塞進口袋。

當我和先生發生爭執而又不肯屈服時﹐先生就把我舉起來﹐
在腦袋上方搖搖晃晃﹐ 一直到我嚇得求饒。
這種驚恐的快樂讓我迷戀。

婆婆在鄉下的習慣一時改不掉。
我習慣買束鮮花擺在客廳裡﹐婆婆後來實在忍不住﹕
'你們娃娃不知道過日子﹐買花幹什麼?又不能當飯吃!'

我笑著說﹕'媽﹐家裡有鮮花盛開﹐人的心情會好。'
婆婆低著頭嘟噥﹐先生就笑﹕
'媽﹐這是城裡人的習慣﹐慢慢的﹐你就習慣了。'

婆婆不再說什麼﹐但每次見我買了鮮花回來﹐依舊忍不住問
花了多少錢﹐
我說了﹐他就'嘖嘖'咂嘴。

有時﹐見我買大包小包的東西回家﹐她就問這個多少錢那個
多少錢﹐
我─如實回答﹐她的嘴就咂的更響了。

先生擰著我的鼻子說﹕'小傻瓜你別告訴她真實價錢不就行
了嗎?'
快樂的生活漸漸有了不和諧的聲音。

婆婆最看不慣我先生起來做早餐。

在她看來﹐大男人給老婆燒飯﹐哪有這個道理?
早餐桌上﹐婆婆經常陰著一張臉﹐我裝做看不見。
婆婆便把筷子弄得叮噹亂響﹐這是她無聲的抗議。

我在少年宮做舞蹈老師﹐跳一整天舞已夠累的了﹐
早晨暖洋洋的被窩﹐我不想扔掉這惟一的享受﹐
於是﹐我對婆婆的抗議裝聾作啞。

婆婆偶爾願意幫我做一些家務﹐但她一做我就更忙了。

比如﹐她把用過的垃圾袋通通收集起來﹐說等攢夠了賣廢塑
料﹐
搞得家裡到處都是廢塑料袋;
她捨不得用洗潔精洗碗﹐為了不傷她的自尊﹐我只好偷偷再
洗一遍。

一次﹐我晚上偷偷洗碗被婆婆看見了﹐
她'啪'的一聲摔上門﹐趴在自己的房間裡放聲大哭。

先生左右為難﹐事後﹐先生一晚上沒跟我說話﹐
我撒嬌﹐耍賴﹐他也不理我。
我火了﹐ 問他﹕'我究竟哪裡做錯了?'
先生瞪著我說﹕'你就不能遷就一下﹐碗再不乾淨也吃不死
人吧?'

後來﹐好長一段時間﹐婆婆不跟我說話﹐
家裡的氣氛開始逐漸尷尬。

那段日子﹐先生活得很累﹐不知道要先逗誰開心好。
婆婆為了不讓兒子做早餐﹐義無反顧地承擔起燒早飯的'重
任'。
婆婆看著先生吃得快樂﹐再看看我﹐用眼神譴責我沒有盡到
做妻子的責任。
為了逃避尷尬﹐我只好在上班的路上買包奶打發自己。

睡覺時﹐先生有點生氣地問我﹕
'蘆荻﹐是不是嫌棄我媽做飯不衛生才不在家吃?'
翻了一個身﹐他扔給我冷冷的脊背﹐任憑我委屈的流淚。
最後﹐先生嘆氣﹕
'蘆荻﹐就當是為了我﹐你在家吃早餐行不行?'

我只好回到尷尬的早餐桌上。
那天早晨﹐我喝著婆婆煮的稀飯﹐忽然一陣反胃﹐
肚子裡所有的東西都搶著向外奔跑﹐我拼命地壓抑著不讓它
們往上翻湧﹐
但還是壓不住﹐我扔下碗﹐衝進廁所﹐吐得稀裡嘩啦。

當我喘息著平定下來時﹐聽見婆婆夾雜著家鄉話的抱怨和哭
聲﹐
先生站在衛生間門口憤怒地望著我﹐
我乾張著嘴巴說不出話﹐我真的不是故意的。

我和先生開始了第一次激烈的爭吵﹐婆婆先是瞪著眼看我們

然後起身﹐蹣跚著出門去了。
先生恨恨地瞪了我一眼﹐下樓追婆婆去了。
意外迎來新生命﹐卻突然葬送了婆婆的性命!

整整三天﹐先生沒有回家﹐連電話都沒有。
我正氣著﹐想想自從婆婆來後﹐我已經受夠委屈了﹐還要我
怎麼樣?
莫明其妙的﹐我最近總想嘔吐﹐吃什麼都沒有胃口﹐
加上亂七八糟的家事﹐心情差到了極點。

後來﹐還是同事告訴我﹕'蘆荻﹐你臉色很差﹐還是去醫院
看看吧。'
醫院檢查的結果是我懷孕了。

我明白了那天早晨我為什麼突然嘔吐﹐幸福中夾著一絲幽怨

先生和曾經是過來人的婆婆﹐他們怎麼就絲毫沒有想到這點
呢?
在醫院門口﹐我看見了先生。僅僅三天沒見﹐他憔悴了許多


我本想轉身就走﹐但他的模樣讓我心疼﹐沒忍住﹐我喊了他

先生循著聲音看見了我﹐卻好像不認識了﹐
眼神裡有一絲藏不住的厭惡﹐這冰冷地刺傷了我。

我跟自己說不要看他不要看他﹐伸手攔了一輛出租車。

那時﹐我多想向先生大喊一聲﹕
'親愛的我要給你生個寶貝了!'然後被他舉起來﹐幸福地
旋轉。

我希望的並沒有發生。

在出租車裡﹐我的眼淚才遲遲地落下來。

為什麼一場爭吵就讓愛情糟糕到這樣的程度?
回家後﹐我躺在床上想先生﹐想他滿眼的厭惡。我握著被子
的一角哭了。

夜裡﹐家裡有翻抽屜的聲音。
打開燈﹐我看見先生淚流滿面的臉。他正在拿錢。
我冷冷地看著他﹐一聲不響。他對我視若無睹﹐拿著存摺和
鈔票匆匆離開。
或許先生是打算徹底離開我了。
真是個理智的男人﹐情與錢分得如此清楚。
我冷笑了幾下﹐眼淚'嘩啦嘩啦 '的流下來。

第二天﹐我沒去上班。想徹底清理一下自己的思緒﹐找先生
好好談一談。
找到先生的公司﹐秘書有點奇怪地看著我說﹕
'陳總的母親出了車禍﹐這幾天都在醫院裡呢。'我瞠目結
舌。
飛奔到醫院﹐找到先生時﹐婆婆已經去世了。

先生一直不看我﹐一臉僵硬。
我望著婆婆幹瘦蒼白的臉﹐眼淚止不住﹕天哪!怎麼會是這
樣?

直到安葬了婆婆﹐先生也沒跟我說一句話﹐
甚至看我一眼都帶著深深的厭惡。

關於車禍﹐我還是從別人嘴裡了解到大概﹐婆婆出門後迷迷
糊糊地向車站走﹐她想回老家﹐
先生越追她走得越快﹐穿過馬路時﹐一輛公車迎面撞過來…


我終於明白了先生的厭惡﹐如果那天早晨我沒有嘔吐﹐如果
我們沒有爭吵﹐如果……在他的心裡﹐認定我是間接殺死他母親的罪人。

先生默不作聲搬進了婆婆的房間﹐每晚回來都滿身酒氣。
而我一直被愧疚和可憐的自尊折騰得喘不過氣來﹐
想跟他解釋﹐想跟他說我們快有孩子了﹐
但看著他冰冷的眼神﹐又把所有的話都咽了回去。

我寧願先生打我一頓或者罵我一頓﹐雖然這一切事故都不是
我故意要它發生的。

日子一天一天地窒息著重覆下去﹐先生回家的時間越來越晚

我們僵持著﹐比一般的陌生人還要尷尬。
我是繫在他心上的死結。

一次﹐我路過一家西餐廳﹐穿過透明的落地窗﹐ 我看見先生和一個年輕女孩面對面坐著﹐
他輕輕地為女孩攏了攏頭髮﹐我就明白了這一切。
先是呆住﹐然後我進了西餐廳﹐站在先生面前﹐死死盯著他
看﹐眼裡沒有一滴淚。

我什麼也不想說﹐也無話可說。
女孩看看我﹐看看我先生﹐站起來想走﹐但我先生伸手按住
她﹐
然後﹐同樣死死地﹐一樣絕不示弱地看著我。
我只能聽見自己緩慢的心跳﹐一下一下跳動在瀕臨死亡般的
蒼白邊緣。
輸了的是我﹐如果再站下去﹐我會和肚子裡的孩子一起倒下
的。

那一夜﹐先生沒回家﹐他用這樣的方式讓我明白﹕
隨著婆婆的去世﹐我們的愛情也死了。
先生再也沒有回來過。
有時﹐我下班回來﹐看見衣櫥有被動過──是先生回來拿一
點自己的東西。
我不想給他打電話﹐原先還有試圖向他解釋一番的念頭﹐但
一切都已經徹底失去了。

我一個人過生活﹐一個人去醫院作產檢﹐
每每看見有男人小心地扶著妻子去做產檢﹐我的心便碎的不
成樣子。
同事隱約勸我拿掉算了﹐我堅決說不﹐
我發瘋似的一定要生下這個孩子﹐也算是對婆婆的死的補償
吧。

我下班回來﹐先生坐在客廳裡﹐滿屋子煙霧彌漫﹐茶几上擺
著一張紙。
沒必要看﹐我知道那裡面寫了什麼內容。
先生不在家的二個多月﹐我逐漸學會了平靜。

我看著他﹐摘下帽子﹐說﹕'你等一下﹐我簽字。'
先生看著我﹐眼神複雜﹐和我一樣。
我一邊解大衣扣子一邊在心裡對自己說﹕'不哭不能哭……
'眼睛很疼﹐
但我決不讓眼淚流出來。
掛好大衣﹐先生的眼睛死死的盯著我已然隆起的肚子。

我笑了笑﹐走過去﹐拖過那張紙﹐看也不看﹐簽上自己的名
字﹐推還給他。
'蘆荻﹐你懷孕了?'
自從婆婆出事後﹐這是先生跟我說的第一句話。

我再也管不住眼睛﹐眼淚一瞬間嘩啦地流下來。
我說﹕'是啊﹐不過沒事﹐你可以走了。'
先生沒走﹐黑暗裡﹐我們對望著。

先生慢慢趴在我身上﹐眼淚滲透了被子。
而在我心裡﹐很多東西已經走遠了﹐遠到即使我奔跑都追不
到了。

不記得先生跟我說過多少遍'對不起'了﹐
我也曾經以為自己會原諒﹐但卻不能﹐在西餐廳先生當著那
個女孩的面﹐
他那冰冷的眼神﹐這輩子﹐我忘記不了了。

我們在彼此心上劃下了一道不可磨滅的傷痕。
我的﹐是無意的;他的﹐是刻意的。

期待著冰釋前嫌﹐但過去的已無法再重來!

除了想起肚子裡的孩子時心裡是暖暖的﹐而對先生﹐我心是
冷如冰霜﹐
不吃他買的任何東西﹐不收他的任何禮物﹐不跟他多說一句
話。

從在那張紙上簽了字後﹐婚姻以及愛情統統在我的心裡消失
了。
有時先生試圖進臥室﹐他來﹐我就出去客廳﹐先生只好睡回
婆婆的房間。
夜裡﹐從先生的房間有時會傳來輕微的呻吟﹐我都一聲不響


這是他習慣玩的伎倆﹐以前只要我不理他了﹐他就裝病﹐
我就會乖乖投降﹐關心他怎麼了﹐他就一把抓住我哈哈大笑

他似乎忘了﹐那時﹐我會心疼是因為有愛情﹐
而現在﹐我們還有什麼?

先生的呻吟斷斷續續的一直到孩子出生。
他幾乎每天都在給孩子買東西﹐嬰兒用品﹐兒童用品﹐
以及孩子喜歡的書﹐一包包的﹐快把他的房間堆滿了。
我知道他是想用這樣的方式感動我﹐而我完全不為所動。

他只好關在房間裡﹐用電腦'批哩啪啦'敲字﹐
或許他正網戀吧﹐但對我已經是無所謂的事了。
隔年春未的一個深夜﹐劇烈的腹痛讓我叫了出來﹐
先生一個箭步衝進來﹐好像他根本就沒脫衣服睡覺﹐

為的就是等這一刻的到來。
先生背起我就往樓下跑﹐攔車﹐一路上緊緊地握住我的手﹐
不停地幫我擦掉額頭上的汗。
到了醫院﹐背起我就往婦產科跑。

趴在他幹瘦而溫暖的背上﹐一個念頭忽然闖進我心裡﹕
這一生﹐還有人會像他這樣疼愛我嗎?
先生扶著產房的門把喘息著﹐看著我被推進去﹐
那眼神是暖融融的﹐我忍著陣痛對他笑了一下。

從產房出來後﹐先生望著我和兒子﹐
眼睛濕濕地笑啊笑啊的。

我摸了一下他的手﹐卻是意外的冰冷
先生望著我﹐微笑﹐然後﹐緩慢而疲憊地癱軟倒下。
我放聲叫喊著他名字……
先生依然笑著﹐但沒睜開那疲憊的眼睛……
我以為這一生我再也不會為先生流一滴淚﹐
而事實卻是﹐從沒有過的如此劇痛撕扯著我的身體。

醫生說﹐我先生的肝癌發現時已是晚期﹐他能堅持這麼久真
的算是奇蹟。
我問醫生什麼 時候發現的?
醫生說在五個月前﹐然後安慰我﹕'好好的準備後事吧。'
我不顧護士的阻攔﹐回到家﹐衝進先生的房間打開電腦﹐
心跳一下子被疼痛窒息了。

先生的肝癌在五個月前就已發現﹐他在夜裡的呻吟是真的﹐

我居然還以為……
而電腦上滿滿的20多萬字﹐是先生寫給兒子的留言﹕
孩子﹐為了你﹐我一直在堅持﹐我要撐到看你一眼再倒下﹐
是我這一生最大的願望……
我知道﹐你的一生會有很多快樂或者遇到挫折﹐
如果我能夠陪你經歷這個成長歷程﹐那該有多麼美好﹐
但我想爸爸我沒有這個機會了。

爸爸在電腦上﹐把你一生可能遇到的問題一一地寫下來﹐
當你之後遇到這些問題時﹐或許你可以參考爸爸給你的意見
…………
孩子﹐寫完這20多萬字﹐我感覺像陪你經歷了整個成長過
程。

真的﹐爸爸現在很快樂。

好好愛你的媽媽﹐她很辛苦﹐
她是這世上最愛你的人﹐也是我這世上最愛的人……
從兒子去幼兒園到讀小學﹐讀中學﹐大學﹐
到工作以及愛情種種方面﹐巨細靡遺都寫到了。

先生也給我寫了留言﹕

親愛的﹐娶了你是我一輩子最大的幸福﹐
原諒我對你的傷害﹐原諒我隱瞞了病情﹐
因為我想讓你有個好的心情等待孩子的出生……

親愛的﹐如果你現在哭了﹐那代表你已經原諒我了﹐
那我就會笑了﹐謝謝你一直愛著我…還為我生了個孩子…
這些禮物﹐我想我是沒有機會親自送給孩子了﹐
請你每年替我送他幾份禮物﹐包裝盒子上都寫好了送禮物的
日期……親愛的……
回到醫院﹐先生依舊在昏迷中。

我把兒子抱過來﹐放在他身邊﹐我說﹕
'你睜開眼笑一下吧﹐我要讓兒子記住在他爸爸懷裡的溫暖
……'
先生艱難地睜開眼﹐微微地笑了一下。
兒子偎依在他懷裡﹐舞動著粉紅色的小手。

我'喀嚓喀嚓'按下快門﹐淚水在臉上放肆地流……

[人生最大的懲罰就是後悔],有智慧的您--能不好好把
握嗎?

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Happy Dumpling Festival

Sunday, May 31, 2009

I know it's late, but better than nothing..

Happy Dumplings Festival!!!

My grandma made dumplings for us every year.. this year i requested grandma to reserve 10 dumplings for me !!! *crazy* Because grandma's dumpling is very delicious and you can't find any in this world, seriously !

I vaguely remembered few years ago, when I was working in Sabah and did not return for this festive. I wanted to eat my grandma's dumpling so badly and my aunt decided to courier it to me!!! And I was told the courier charge is even costly than the dumplings.. hahahaha





See? the ingredients are mushroom, chestnuts, salted egg york, pork, bean, dried prawn. Grandma cook it with her secret recipes... *drooling*
I've been enjoying dumplings made by grandma since young and I ate 2 or 3 dumplings at the same time. That's why until now, I don't buy dumplings, I don't care how big is the dumpling or how much ingredients inside, how costly it is and I just don't eat dumplings made by others, that's including my mom's okaay!!!! Somehow, my mom just 'merajuk' at me... hahahaha

Sorry mom, can't help it!!

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Ooouucchh, it's swelling...

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

I got a new pair of leather court shoes from baby lately, and I'd decided to get the heel liner to prevent any friction or heel slip. I thought it should be fine since SCHOLL brand is famous and the heel liner is cushioned for comfort and pressure relief.

I wore it for work today and it was OK at first but.... later it got worsen.. OMG, I hate seeing blisters all over.. I have at least two blisters at each feet, one on the right and one on the left and even on my tiptoes. This-is-really-really-bad!!!






***Yelling***
I can't walk probably with the new shoes today, it caused so much pain when I walked. And I removed the heel liner immediately upon arrival. I feel much better by then but it's still in pain. I try not to go toilet that often. I try not to go pantry to fill my drink that often. I even asked my colleague to buy me lunch (of course, I didn't tell them what happened, just said too busy with works.. hahaha)


I will bend u, SCHOLL!
I was telling myself, no more heel liner, it's bad for my feet. I can't take it. I feel like crying when shower water splash onto the wound just now... OooOuuuucccchhhh, it's swelling and so painful now... I'm not going to wear heel shoes tomorrow onwards until the pain subsides...

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AirAsia is not CHEAP !!!

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Ever since world economy downturn plus the impact of the Swine Flu (A H1N1) recently, every airlines is throwing their cheap fares via internet or travel agencies to the market. Of course, the most competitive airlines in Malaysia is still Malaysia Airlines and AirAsia.

As you are aware these two airlines are fighting, their big big advertisement with the catchy name in the newspaper everyday ! Hey, it's not cheap to advertise on the newspaper ok! Well, they have budget! So be it!

Since AirAsia start flying to Taipei in July, I was researching how "cheap" it is as compare to Malaysia Airlines.


MAS was offering MYR 78.00 one way for KUL-TPE, plus airport taxes and fuel surcharge, the total is only MYR 608.00nett !!! This is includes your meal onboard, free check-in luggage up to 20kg and you'll get the inflight entertainment for free too !

At the same time, I clicked on AirAsia, for the same traveling date, AirAsia offered MYR 179.00 one way for KUL-TPE, plus the airport taxes and admin fees, it's MYR 507.00nett ! BUT don't forget to pay your check-in luggages up to 15kg (if you excess, you pay more), your meals onboard and your preference seating (hot seat is MYR 50 one way, and standard seat is MYR 25 one way). After add up everything, it's slightly more expensive than MAS!

So, what are you doubting for? Of course choose MAS! MAS is always better than AirAsia in term of punctuality !

AirAsia is not cheap after you've add-up 'everything'... so, start doing your research now before you book your air-ticket.

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Skytrax - World Airlines Award

Tuesday, May 19, 2009




Airlines of the Year:
Cathay Pacific Airways

Best Inflight Entertainment :
Emirate Airways

Best Airlines Cathering :
First Class Cabin - Singapore Airlines
Business Class Cabin - Etihad Airways
Economy Class Cabin- Asiana Airlines

World's Best Low-Cost Airlines :
AirAsia

Best First Class Airlines Lounge :
Thai Airways

Best Business Class Lounge :
Virgin Atlantic

Best First Class :
Singapore Airlines

Best Business Class :
Etihad Airways

Best Premium Economy Class :
Virgin Atlantic

Best Economy Class :
Qatar Airways

Best Cabin Staff :
Malaysia Airlines

Best Airlines Alliance :
Star Alliance

Best Airlines (by Region) :
Asia - Cathay Pacific Airways
Australasia - Qantas Airways
Africa - South African Airways
Europe - Swiss International Air Lines
Middle East - Qatar Airlines
North America - Continental Airlines
South America - Lan Airlines
Centra America - TACA

For the 3rd time in 10 years, Cathay Pacific has been named World's Best Airline, winning the 2009 Airline of the Year title in the latest World Airline Awards - Cathay Pacific being a previous winner of this prestige global title in 2003 and 2005.

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Friday, May 15, 2009

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Two Idiots!

Monday, May 11, 2009

Case 1 :
As usual, I was on my way back to PJ, meeting up somea friends for dinner at Jaya One. I was sitting down inside the train. There was a man standing infront of me start scratching and hold his d***. I was like what the hell, it was so disgusting and he did it in the public!! OMG!!! Few minutes later, his d*** erected, "growing" side way. It was damn obvious as his pants was consider the 'fitting' type. I wonder and start looking around, is there any sexy, seductive girls surroundding that could grow his excitement???.. But too bad, that was none... my wonder, what kind of person he was.. a sex addict? I'm start scratching my head.....


Case 2 :
I was waiting for taxi from University Station to Jaya One.. Soon after, I got one, it was an old malay man. I asked if he could go to Jaya One, he nodded. Once I got in the taxi, I directed him to use Federal Highway, it was nearer. He then angry and asked me to get down from the taxi in the middle of the road and at middle lane (there are 4 lanes) while waiting for the traffic. I insisted not to get down. As soon as the traffic light turned green, he drove me to the side lane and drop me off and scolded me in Malay," get down now, I don't want to drive you and I don't like to be directed !!"

Ok, fine ! I unfasten the seat belt and get down immediately, slammed the taxi door and walked off. With this of service provided, you will forever cursed and you deserved to drive! You old malay man !

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You F***er !

Saturday, May 9, 2009

There was one evening, heading back to PJ after work. The LRT was so damn pack and there was a man standing behind me (back to back), pretty close to me which I hate it and I start pushing my handbag so that he would know that I'm giving him a sign that " hey, don't stand so close !" (because you woudn't know whether he has any bad intention or not, especially with their itchy hands and would start molest you anytime.)

But somehow he just don't get it I supposed. Upon reaching in Masjid Majek station, I got a seat and I sat down. He was then standing right infront of me, facing me and holding the pole. He was about 6ft height, thin and has a criminal look on his face. (you would want to give him a punch on his face if you ever see him!)

While he was holding the pole, he was staring at me too. The way he hold the pole was damn weird. He was pointing his super long middle finger while holding the pole at my eye level!!! What, was it the new style of holding the pole? Or your mom teach you to be manner by showing your middle finger??? I wonder ! He keep pointing it for at least 15mins. I started to feel uneasy as someone keep staring at me and it seems like having a bad intention on me.

I was supposed to get down at Taman Jaya station where baby pick me up but I didn't, due to safety reason, and I just afraid he might follow, because the station wasn't that many people. I then decided to continue until the last station which only 5 stations away.

At the second last station, the lady who sat next to me, left and here go this idoit sat next to me, crossed his arm and opened his leg widely. Really what the fuck ! I was very pissed off that time, stood up and walked to the end of the train and sit down there and backtracked my journey to Taman Jaya again.

It was lucky that he didn't follow, else I don't even dare to think what would happen. Once I got in the car, I was scolding not only the 4 letters words, but all the vulgar words and was cursing him to death!!!

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Weird Sunday Night

Sunday, April 26, 2009

I'm just feeling weird today...

When I returned home just now, I saw my cousin sister was sitting down and msn-ing.. then I started to iron my work wear for tomorrow. (I normally do my ironing on the mattress one) Soon after, while I tidy up the mattress.. I realize there's one bulky thingy underneath my cousin's mattress, so I dig it out and found it was a novel !

It's a chinese novel, title <<红娘的替死鬼>> which sound a bit scary whenever I see the chinese characters '鬼' means 'ghost'...

Now I'm asking myself who's novel? How can a novel hide underneath the mattres? The novel doesn't belong to myself nor my cousin sister. And the novel was read by someone with a bookmark in there.

The more I think about it the more I feel uneasy... oh God, please shut my mind and have a good nice sleep !!!


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McDonald vs Jollibee

Sunday, April 19, 2009

If you ever travel to Manila, not sure if you observant enough that the international chain fast food--McDonald and the local chain fast food--Jollibee are always next to each other, just a few steps away !!!



You will be surprised whenever you passing by Jollibee, the shop is always full of people where you'll be first time seeing McDonald serving 1 or 2 customers. Seriously, this is no joke!

Jollibee is very successful in formulating its products to suit the particular taste of the Filipino consumer. That's why McDonald in Philippines is not as famous as compare to Malaysia or to any other country.

I did try their set meals but nothing fancy about. Perhaps it doesn't suit my taste, a typical Malaysian :P

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Greece

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Where would be your Honeymoon destinations? Have you ever thought of it? I believe most peoples have the common destinations e.g Paris, Rome/Venice. *boring* For me, I would prefer Eastern Europe, places like Budapest, Czech Republic, Greece and etc.

That day, baby asked me where do I want to go for honeymoon? I answered GREECE !!! Why GREECE? Because it's the best historic and mythical place and you may see the best of Greece’s ancient and modern mainland, the beautiful islands of the Aegean Sea and more.

The most famous and must see attraction -- Santorini.







Mykonos





Rhodes, Acropolis, Delphi and Aegean Sea










Don't you love the beautiful sceneries? Don't you want to travel to Greece with your love one? Don't you think it's one of the best choice for honeymoon?

Of course, everyone has their own preference, some would choose to have beach holiday, some choose mountain, some prefer historical/scenery.. Yet, it's very much depending who are you traveling with. =)


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Sony Ericsson W595

Sunday, April 12, 2009

I've got my new phone!!!

Baby bought me a new phone 2 weeks ago from one of his friend who selling it cheap for an original Sony Ericsson. It's white color slide phone. Though it wasn't the newest version but it's consider one of the few :)


Welcome to my new baby and saying "Bye" to my old baby

I always wanted to have a slide phone, but I just don't want to invest because my phone is still in a very good condition and moreover it was my first phone I'd bought 3 years ago. One of the reason I do not want to change phone it's because of the messages I'd received. It's so meaningful and sweet to me.

But this time, I saved as many messages as I could and transferred most of my songs/pictures to the new mobile, my new baby :P It's so nice and handy.

I'm and I'll taking good care of it and keep it clean always... and for my old phone-W810i, I would have to say bye bye and most probably will sell it off :(

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Friday Night

Friday, April 10, 2009

Hurray, it's Friday again and I don't have to work tomorrow!!!!

I was so glad that I'd learned and understanding the company structure and keep absorbing information as much as I could so that I could perform my job well in near future.

I have been sleeping early these day (as early as 9ish?) hahaha... believe it or not =P

Well, it's time for me to sleep again, shall update my blog soon...

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Prawns Noodle @ Green View

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Are you the prawn lover? If yes, you should try the sang har mien (生虾面-prawn noodle) at section 19, Petaling Jaya.

It was one of the signature dish, you'll see most people order it. The portion wasn't big if you are the big eater. (hehe, I'm of one it ;P) Hence, you may have to order other dishes.


prawn noodle @ MYR 45.00

superior stock clams @ MYR 20.00

The superior stock clams is very tasty, its taste similar to the rice wine chicken, it's a bit spicy because of the gingers :)


Address :
Restoran Green View
No. 6-8, Jalan 19/3
46300 Petaling Jaya,
Selangor
Tel : 03-7958 1076

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